NOW, LIFE HAPPENS

 

As i wrote my last answer and checked my answer sheet twice, the final bell rang at the examination Centre everything became silent- not in the surrounding but in my mind - as i realized that now i wouldn't have a place to go to when i got bored at home. now i have to pay a luxury to find peace within the crowd. now i have to find myself rather than finding the odd one out in questions. 

life works in so many mysterious ways that you feel so overwhelmed by it sometimes. Everyone made those fake promises- and maybe real ones too, who knows- that they would meet once in a year, that they would meet even when the times got tough , even when they live far away . but everyone, deep down, knows who they are going to block and who they want to keep close to their heart, and they know that those are the people that they will look forward to, even when they would get busy. they will still be there with you- in your core memories, in your dreams ;channeled by your subconsciousness. 

life is happening now- to everyone , to me. sitting at home looking at the clock when it strikes 1200 hours (second shift) and  when it strikes exactly 1800 hours in the clock  thinking that now the dispersal must be happening. 

now i have time to walk to think about myself to introspect-things i wanted to do when i was in school .and now that i have the liberty to do so, i want back that hectic yet chill life of mine . when the only worry i had was about my next day's lesson or the constant revision that i should do everyday. 

now the thing that worries me is how life would happen to me like it did to every other person in the world.